Letter from lucifer

Letter from Lucifer
 
Did you just graduate with a degree in victimology? Stop acting like a victim. Those things happened to you because you deserve it. You brought it all on yourself.   It’s never too late to drink your sorrows away. What to do? It might be too late the pills are out and the bottle of vodka is halfway gone. Now what do you do when you’re a failure to all those around you? You’re crown has been taking away and you weren’t really mom of the year, you’re a failure and a nobody. You put up a front to all those around you. You choose the men that degrade you and walk all over you. If you were to die tomorrow what would they say at your funeral? Survived by her child, nope try again they would say thank God that child has a chance now to become something, because her mother sure wasn’t. You think you’re with him, are you serious? Stop playing yourself you lost him a long time ago and he lost you. You two are just two heart beats that past here and there. Your his roommate now sh*tyou probably were always his roommate. I guess you just got the lease and it clearly states that you’re just a live in booty call that pays bills here.  Please sign at the bottom line. Yes, girl you signed that contract already. You don't remember it was way back when he caught you cheating on him and he threw is hands up said F THAT AND DIDTHE SAME. You want to talk about the rape and you want to go down that hallway. You deserved it I mean it's not like you looked your age you know you asked for it. You thought they believed you? Hell no they didn't believe you. Your Mom just wasn't there and they didn’t even try to investigate.
 
 Failure, failure, failure you might as well make that vodka bottle turn from half into empty, take those pain killers that you have in the second bathroom upper left cabinet and dissolve them  in that drink. You don’t have anything to live for, nope not your child nope not your family. Nope definitely not those girls you call your friends.  Face it it's no one nobody and you failed terribly
 
 
I know that most of the women you know or even ones you don't know have received this letter. Lucifer sent it overnight just so he can make sure that one of us received it on time. We need to burn it whenever we feel its coming or when it has arrived when the return address says Lucifer himself. I'm here to tell those women think CERTA stay positive think GOD think FRIENDS you’re not a failure and there are people out here that love you. If you are asking where the heck is even one person, I'm here to tell you it starts with GOD, AND IM THE SECOND ONE IN THIS LINE. Just keep your head up and keep going and everything will be ok.
 

Stress or Depress

As I lie here, feeling of hate and sadness over powers my body. I'm not a stranger to this feeling it is what it is. A feeling of open wounds that will not get healed. As I lie here in my disgust feeling trying to fall asleep work is only a couple hours away. I need sleep. Without sleep no rest no comfort no stillness. I don't want to end up like that. Alone, cold, bitter, no sweetness, no love, nobody to care for no one who will care. Take me from this place it's not worth the headache of staying.
 
That was a poem that one of my readers sent to me and with her permission I placed it on my blog. I believe it's an awesome poem but some might say it’s dark. I believe these are feelings that people all around the world get everyday. It doesn't matter what creed what race or what sex you are everyone has that side at times. We all try to stay away from it and to ignore it but some provoke it.  Mrs. Anonymous wanted me to know how this feeling came over her. She said I want you to read my words and feel it. I'm not a psychiatrist but she sounds really down sounds like she is at her limit. No one said life is easy, it's definitely a challenge. Two weeks ago I tried an experiment and I told myself unless it was life or death I will only stress for 30 minutes of my day. Now understand I don't want to stress at all but I'm taking baby steps towards that. I told myself that I would try and stress at a certain time and let it all out only at that time. I must say it has its benefits. I want my readers to know including Mrs. Anonymous not to let certain feelings overwhelm you and don't let it take over your life. Fear and guilt is like a drug and just like any other drug if you let it, it will take over you. You won't have anything left. Stand tall bold strong and you will overcome it.